words mean so much and so little...
they can change a life, or be ignored or forgotten.
Our life is full of words, yet we can go a long time without speaking.
Words mean so much, but they can mean so many different things depending on body language and tone. Yes, bodies speak. You can say a lot without using words. That is what I want to learn to do in dance. To tell a story, convey an idea, paint a picture, and transfer the yearning in my soul to that of another. I'm really wanting to create a dance. Just to create. But I don't know how to start. What song, what idea, what story, what picture, what feeling? I want fun and worship and conveying and just movement. Starting with a song might be good. But I don't have any inspiring music. Not for dancing to.... At least that I know of right now.

I want to paint a word picture... but I don't know what to write about...
I talked and prayed with Jaimie today. it was beautiful. It was whole.

grumpy kim

hello my lovely north carolinians of whom only one of you actually read my blog... thank you Alyssa I do appreciate it. :)
Anyways, today was an extraordinarily uneventful day. The best part was my prayer time this morning. I asked God for things that I wanted him to do in the year 2006. Like I want to be closer to God, I want revival at my school, I want help for some of my friends... So that was fun. The rest of the day has been lethargic and on and off boredom. Maybe because I didn't dance today or do any form of excercise. I need to do something active, but I don't know what.
So school this semester should be good. Challenging. The dance will be hard.
Halelujah. Last semester it wasn't that hard.
Ok, here is something that bugs me. I got pretty good grades in all my classes last semester because all my classes were easy. So there is this class they call Master Learner (master looser by students). It is the freshman seminar class. It's boring and you don't have to do basically anything in it. So I did all the assignments and came to all the classes. But somehow I got a B. I don't think that is possible unless my "mentor" person took off 10 points for talking in class. I didn't even really talk at all. I really don't understand. So that is my lowest grade for the whole semester and it was my easiest course and I think I should have gotten an A. It makes me mad. Stupid Master Looser!!! I hates I do. My preciouuussss.....
I want to go be active with ppl. But not play ultimate frisbee even though that is almost always going on. I have never really played and the one or two times I did no one passed to me. I have no confidence in that stupid game.
Oh, and did you know that you will never see someone as bad at pool as I? I never have. I really amaze myself every time I try to play and it makes me mad. I tried today. It's a good thing I'm good at something. I can play fooseball half decently though thank goodness.
All of my friends are in play practice from 7- possibly 11. Sniff. here I am and it's 8:07.
I think I'm going to go off and wander. Maybe climb a tree. Probably not, but that sounds really good right now.
Sayanora kids.