So I'm home....
It's very different here. I can't control the tension in my life as easily.
It isn't just my world. All I do is for someone else of because of someone else. I have to share a car and work out every detail. I need permission and advice and to be able to work around others.
But it's good. The puppies are so adorable. I love to see the people I know and who I have shared my past with. I love to see my family and live in a house. I can sleep in my own bed, use a real bathroom, and have access to a fridge with real food in it.
The main goals I have here are to enjoy all of these people that I love and to bless mom.
Some things about me. I sense tension and try to absorb it and give the other people peace. I like to make people smile and just live. This has been my recent ding on the head.
Another thing. I talk more in Mississippi. I am more fun in MS. I act stupider and enjoy it more in MS. I have great potential to act retarded. It comes out now and then here, but I'm a lot more reserved it seems to me.
So, there is a ton inside me that I'd love to share with people and I generally don't know how to get it out. I love to be the center of attention.
Ok, so recently I havn't spent much one on one time with Jesus, but he is very romantic just so you all know. Just think about it some time. Its really a lot of fun. And when you realize how much Jesus loves you and how special you are to him, your view of yourself changes. I have brought my need for love to him and he's so excited to fill it.
And my roommate Sarah Borders is Awesome!!!!
If you want to see me anytime this week please call... I want to see people.
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I am the first to comment :) I will call you tonight about wed. hopefully, everything will work out the way I want it to, but then again, that's not typical life, and probably never will be. so, maybe it'll surprise me...we can get something to eat maybe...or shop for strange and unusual items...
love, kristen
ooh. call you i shall. but not now. now i should have been in bed at least an hour ago. and bed is where i'm heading...
argh. i keep forgetting to call... tomorrow!
yay! i called you! yay for sips and for fuller's near-psychic abilities of determining what we want to drink! yay for my kim! (and now it's monday, so the rejoicing dies down a bit - but the cause for rejoicing remains forever in wildflower-colored stained-glass memory...)
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