Hi guys... back at school am I.
Its interesting right now. Lots of good and lots of bad. My roommate is starting to hang out with this one guy constantly. He's really cool. Most of my friends are involved in the play that's going on now and their lives are consumed so I rarely see them. Interesting family things have been happening. Alyssa, I talked to Brianna about you and she was amazed that we both know you. You are just so cool. I got moved up in my dance levels for next semester. hehe. So I'm in level three now and most freshman didn't leave level one. I don't like talking about it here b/c I don't want to make them feel bad, but I feel free to boast about it now. I just tried to spell boast with out an "a" and it looked really wierd.
Ok, so one of the most exciting things since I've been back was that the sermon on Sunday was about worship, which is probably my most favorite thing in the whole world. Then we worshipped, and I felt as much in God's presence as I do at Grace on a good day which is about the third time in Mississippi worship.
Ok, and something weird. I said something about how my prophecy said I was like a starburst b/c we were eating starbursts. Sarah was like what? She didn't know that prophecy existed outside of bible times. Tongues either. So weird. That is what it is like down here in presbeterian world. Not really, there are some ppl who seem to go to a church like Grace, but I've never really talked to those ppl. My dance teachers mostly are like that though which is nice. Mrs. Wynne is the best and it was her birthday today. Instead of having modern class we went to Bop's for ice cream.
So.... pray for me when you think of me. This next while will be hard. Family and the performance is coming up and my sciatic nerve still hurts which is a pain almost constantly and definitely every time I dance which is at the least three classes a day.
luv you all.

So I'm home....
It's very different here. I can't control the tension in my life as easily.
It isn't just my world. All I do is for someone else of because of someone else. I have to share a car and work out every detail. I need permission and advice and to be able to work around others.
But it's good. The puppies are so adorable. I love to see the people I know and who I have shared my past with. I love to see my family and live in a house. I can sleep in my own bed, use a real bathroom, and have access to a fridge with real food in it.
The main goals I have here are to enjoy all of these people that I love and to bless mom.

Some things about me. I sense tension and try to absorb it and give the other people peace. I like to make people smile and just live. This has been my recent ding on the head.
Another thing. I talk more in Mississippi. I am more fun in MS. I act stupider and enjoy it more in MS. I have great potential to act retarded. It comes out now and then here, but I'm a lot more reserved it seems to me.
So, there is a ton inside me that I'd love to share with people and I generally don't know how to get it out. I love to be the center of attention.

Ok, so recently I havn't spent much one on one time with Jesus, but he is very romantic just so you all know. Just think about it some time. Its really a lot of fun. And when you realize how much Jesus loves you and how special you are to him, your view of yourself changes. I have brought my need for love to him and he's so excited to fill it.
And my roommate Sarah Borders is Awesome!!!!

If you want to see me anytime this week please call... I want to see people.