chasm

Does music soothe your soul? does it make you feel comforted? Let you just breathe? It's like a mist. It slowely waters. slowely soaks in. refreshing.

Hurt.
deep... deep
heart reaching, feeling
not dead, but not whole
head twisted, churning, turning
looking, watching, wondering
Why?
why live when living hurts
why see when seeing blocks
things in your heart from things unseen
But
but there is life
there is healing
hurting has to end
it does right?
it must
How
how can life be so complicated
no one is alike
we all hurt the same
side by side
alone
Not always
there are friends
talk... talk
heart bonds; precious

there is shallow but also deep
depth so deep
so deep
but if I jump
into the deep
even if it is good
there is no return
the chasm does not allow for it
it

but its so dark
scared
what is happening
can't see
God?
"yes"
what you speak?
"i'm here"
but how
"i am the deep"
but I'm falling and its dark
"i'm here"
how
"i'm here"
but the dark; does it last
"light comes in the morning"
but I'm falling
"I will catch you"
but I'm falling so hard; so hard
"i'm here; by your side"
but then you're falling too
"but i'm big; i'm strong"
are you falling
"i have already fallen; oh so hard;
I'm waiting for you at the bottom"
really
"yes"
you can catch me
"yes"
but I don't want to let go
i'm scared
"but you're already falling"
oh
God?
"yes"
are you close
"oh so close"
ok