Ack!!!

Ok, so today I start dance at 5 for rehersal and don't get off til 9. four whole hours and Ms. LeGere decides to skip the easy part of class (turns) and just jump a whole lot extra. I got my excercise for the millenium.
ok, well I was going to be the main girl in Alfredo's dance and do partnering with this questionably gay black boy who got hyper really easily and didn't come to practice much. But no. He decided to be a retard and get kicked out of the company and school so now I don't have the main role anymore. This was the best part I've ever had in my life and now Juli is going to dance it with me instead of James and we all do everything together and I don't have any solos at all. Stupid. You don't give someone a good role for the first time and then take it away.
Anyways now that I'm rather vented. The rest of dance was good except my point shoes are almost dead.
I actually had a good day today. Didn't feel depressed at all and basically enjoyed myself. I went to lunch at Chili's with Carrie Gwaltney and Mom and ate a ton of food. Oh such a great amount of good food.
I'm going to be constantly busy til lets see... next Monday afternoon. I'm not too excited about that.
I won't see all of my lovely ppl this weekend. tear. I'm going to Winston-Salem for a dance festival. I'll take 2 classes Sat, one sunday, go to one performance and be in a dance in one performance. Plus I'll feel overweight around all of those stick thin ppl who think they're fat and feel stupid b/c I don't have a clue about the music they listen to, the TV they watch, etc.
It will probably be good this year b/c I'm actually friends with the girls, but last year was not fun. Can we say rich selfish skinney girls? Oh, cute, rich, selfish, skinny girls.
It's not actually that bad I'm just not feeling like being all optimistic about it. Ack!
Who ever said it was supposed to snow tomorrow anyways? They obviously did not go outside all day long.
Ok, as you can all tell by now I'm tired and really need to go to bed. Really.

k, happy thoughts...

God saves us so... Let the saints rejoice in this honor and sing for joy on their beds. Ps. 149:5

little thought from my prayer time a few days ago.