a day of the past

Today is the weirdest day ever. It's spring outside and holiday indoors.
This morning after class I hung out with Deborah Muffleman which I havn't done since last year. So thats weird.
Right now it's holiday atmosphere at home b/c Keith just walked through the door and both of the little kids have a friend over so there are ppl running about the house in this fine weather. Also our friends from Virginia, the Ritches, at who's house we play lazer tag on occasion, are coming for the weekend. That means that I won't be able to go to youth group, but that's the only down point. Although it is very sad to miss yg two weeks in a row.
The Ritches havn't been to our house in years. not since before I had my own room. This is so exciting. Also we're basically performing two dances at dance today so that's another thing. I'm so tired that I can't take it all in.

So the Carolina Ballet thing yesterday... yes I know my dance life is confusing and complicated. so sorry. I was so stressed over not knowing where to go or what to do that I cried yesterday. therefore the Copelia decision is not yet beneficial enough to be ranked as a good decision, but it probably will. hopefully. there is this really nice funny outgoing and rather strange gay black boy there. I'm assuming he's gay b/c he acts slightly that way and he's a dancer. I don't even know his name and I already feel more comfortable around him than the ppl I dance with every day. that's sad.

Our dang retarded car is in the shop. Arrggg..... Stupid.

Yesterday morning I was helping Kristi with her homeschool class and I had the kids on the playground. Well, their favorite game is some version of makebelieve. For example, the first week Josh and Jacob wanted to be called superman and spiderman. So we were out there I got to be Queen Kim. Very nice. And they all had to fight James Bond, but I just sat there being queen. And Josh decided he wanted to be prince, but Marissa didn't want to be princess.

Last night was the first Japan meeting. pretty good. fun with Mr. no friends. Ha! It will be a very interesting group. Japan. cool. me going to Japan. weird but way cool.

k going to socialize with dee-tee boy.