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Hello folks, the Holloway computer has acted up once more and prevented me from blogging. And I wanted so badly to yesterday. sooo....
Yesterday morning I drove so much that I got a slight sunburn on half of my face. I drove more than 2 hours. in the mornin time I went over to my buddy Kristen's house. All the way out in Haw River. We went and visited this coolio gravesite in the middle of a field on top of a hill by her house. There were ppl who came over from England and Ireland around 1750. The Thomsons I think. A few were killed in the Civil war. Crazy. Then we drove to Burlington and went in two shops. Then I went home and ate. I always eat when I come home. I don't know why. Then I went to the BTI center in downtown Raleigh. I definitely got lost and had no idea where to go and was more than totally confused. I parked in the front of the building and walked all the way around that humongous building before I figured out how to get inside. then I asked this security guard person where I should go and he told me somewhere, but it was wrong. then I finally figured out where all the people were and how to get to them. good thing I didn't have to dance b/c I was quite late. Being that I didn't have to dance though, it didn't matter that I was late. so tuesday, the girls weren't nice and I have decided that they are all selfish and that I had so much grief over them the past 3 years b/c they don't care about me. Or thats how they act most of the time. But then every once in awhile they'll be nice and it just throws me off a little. So I got home earlier than normal and went out with mom and Katherine to Curves and then to southpoint. We had this coupon for the smoothie place outside the mall, but the guy was having so much trouble figuring out the coupon that he gave us the two smoothies for free. Always good. Some major major brain freeze though. My brain is feeling odd just thinking about it. So today I went to class. I think I am getting the best grades in the class. Seriously. And I'm still in highschool. The midterm was so bad that she curved it so my 95 went to a 101.5 I was happy. I don't show ppl my grades though b/c they're like I got a 72 after the curve what did you get? I just say I'm not telling but I did better than I thought. I didn't even do that good on the test. she graded leniently. like this one thing was definitely wrong, but it had to do with the same subject and she counted it right. Ha!
Then I drove to the BTI center again. Today was better. I parked in the right place although it was muddy and raining. Then after I watched the show once, we went to dinner in Claire's car. Eugine came. I don't know how to spell that name. He is a thousand times better than the RSB girls. I feel so much more comfortable with him or anyone else basically than with the girls I see every day. That is incredibly sad. But I'm a senior and then I'll go somewhere else and start over with new dancer girls who are mostly christian and stuff. The one thing I've gotten from this Coppelia experience is that I now know I want to be a professional dancer and not just a teacher or some such thing. The cuss a lot though. Oh well, I suppose most normal ppl do.
I always feel inferior around them though b/c they always dress nice and always look cute and buy all this name brand stuff. Like Claire got a Juicy jacket today(don't ask me what that means) and she said "I know the tag is ripped, but it was only $30 so I couldn't pass it up." She also said that about some $70 name brand jeans awhile ago. They are totally insane. But they are all so unhappy. Marissa hates dance and is only doing it b/c it looks good on a college transcript. That is about as retarded as it gets. Ok, I have to say that the guys look totally different in rehersal than in the performance. Guys with tights, makeup, and gelled hair is a rather disturbing sight.
Oh well, thats life.
I was supposed to drive this girl, Emily, to the theatre from her school tomorrow, but she never gave me directions and I don't even remember which school she goes to. I guess she's gonna be stuck at school a little longer than she hoped for. I think I'm going to skip the performance tomorrow and go to the Japan meeting. Marissa is skipping it too so thats good. No one should break their ankle or anything so that should be fine.
Yup folks this is a taste of my world. When I called this blog my own little world I meant it. It includes my dance life, my church life, and a little of my home life and school life. Life is so vast. I could write all day long and not tell you about one day. But other times there is absolutely nothing to say.
Anyways, this post is kinda long, but I missed writing about who cares what since, oh, two days ago.
g'night