good day. yay. at least good end to my day. the beginning part was so boring I wanted to go crazy. I had nothing to do. at all. I went on a walk with Keith though and that was good. kept me sane. so I went to Carolina Ballet today in a rather bad mood, but then I started singing myself a song with no words and it perked me up.

Ok, Carolina Ballet. So the ppl were either friendlier or I didn't care so thats good. And I actually got to do it once. Eeek. I did really bad and it's kinda embarrasing to mess up dancing with a lot of professional dancers. especially the stuff with the guys. We don't dance together much, but theres this one lift and stuff. I definitely got in ppls ways and stuff, but it was my first time not marking it on the side. It's really fun to dance with guys or even just to watch the guys dance. I see girls dancing practically every day of my life, but some guys can really dance. like jumping in the air, turning twice and landing on the knee or turn, jump, split, other split in the air and then doing five turns. fun to watch. I have decided dancers are one of the most interesting groups of ppl ever. not good interesting or bad interesting. just intriuging (I have no clue how to sp that). there are about 20-30 ppl who are all about 18-30 years old. mostly on the younger side. Who wear sweats to work everyday where they do cool stuff in a big room with windows. They are all the weird group artists are and there are so many skinney ones. Especially Tanner. she reminds me of a bug shes so skinney. she's lively though. oh, and most of the dancers are foreign too. I would say over 2 thirds of them have a foreign accent and weren't born in the US. it's totally crazy. it's boring sometimes too b/c there is a whole lot of sitting around time.
so... the rest of my day, I drove over to RSB and had the first class since saturday. (we go to carolina ballet, but we dont really dance there, we just stay on the sides and learn this one dance) I really enjoyed it. It was nice to have a break from endless classes, then be inspired by professionals, then have an hour long class. pretty good. Then one of the teachers tearfully told us that she wouldn't be coming back next year. Doesn't affect me at all, but almost everyone was crying or about to cry. I wasn't about to cry and didn't even consider it an option til I noticed all of the red faces around. I didn't cry at Finding Neverland either. whatever. I cry enough. So then we had rehersal for Tylers piece. I really like that dance. you have to actually move and move in ways that you don't usually. so then I came home and on the way home I was in the best mood ever. I mean ever. I spun around in the street before coming inside thats what kind of a mood I'm in. i have had the strangest time recently. I'll go from utterly bored to happy to aching inside to giddy to tearful. weird.
I found out today, reading Jeremy's email, that for the Japan trip we can't ask for money from ppl at church. I don't know who else to ask money from. I mean really. I need to figure that out.
Yay. lalalalalalalalala. I'm gonna have such a good day tomorrow. kristi and kids at church then carolina ballet then hopefully kristi and john's harp and bowl thing gum. And keith is home from college and I only have dance til 4 on saturday. life is good.
Ok, ta-ta.